They say, what kills you makes you stronger.
They say, the moment next after you gave up on what you've been working for is actually the happening of success.
They say, forget the pain but remember the lessons it'd brought.
I'm struggling now. Seriously struggling.
Depression strikes again. Emo-ness floods my optimism.
What can I do now?
It's quite saddening actually when you think you can/are escaping fate, but found out the next minute that you're stuck in this negative circulation. And everything seems to be repeating. All the bad feelings? all the bad signs?
Sighs.
Life sucks and noone understands.
I want to believe all those sayings.
All these struggles just seems to adhered to my life.
I need a break. I need help. Fast.
Wanting to seek for You. But the mind and flesh is not vulnerable weak.
This may be also a reason why I'm lost, depressed and filled with negativity.
It's been more than a month since I've approached You. Shame on me. ;( boo!
These days has been going crazy.
Work load never-fail-to-increase, conflicts between people happening confusingly, teachers and officers behaving more and more sick & people falling sick.
"Cause I had a bad week, I'm taking one down? I sing a sad song just to turn it around??"
I just hope things will eventually turn around. Fast. I'm not sure how long I can still hold myself together.
Struggles in life. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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