Jeremiah 29:11

Today the result has been announced.

Whether to continue 2nd year? or stay back.

At first, i totally forgot about it. Right after i took the car keys to fetch Alex, my phone rang. Gosh.

Creepy and sort of dramatic conversation. I kept on refusing to listen to the result (P or F), not even giving the chance to let the person speak. I was gonna hung up actually after "no worries, it's okay" came from the other side of the phone.

Urmm. Is it really okay? come to think of it, if i don't listen now, i'll be knowing it from the net sooner or later. If i kept myself away from the internet source or any communication devices, i'll drive myself crazy too with the known fact that the result has been released, to know or not to know, will i be the chosen sheep to be sacrificed, bla bla bla....

so, "errrrrrr------------------m, ok lah...." was all i could answer back. It was a FOUR P! then my zygomaticus major and minor couldn't help spasm-ing. lol.

later night i found out that 98% of the class made it through together!! :D **YOU GO TORTOISE!!**

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anyways, what i wanna say is..

i'm grateful for you, Lord.

You are the almighty. Things that are important to me seemed so tiny to you.

yet, you've showed your love to these matters equally.

If that time,

when i was weak, alone, betrayed, back-stabbed and couldn't trust anyone;

when i was kept on distracted and disturbed;

and if i was continued to be drawn away from you,

I couldn't imagine how awful my life can be.

It would be indeed, a living hell.

But lord, although it wasn't instantaneous, your plans has fall into place indirectly.

You have sent me angels in the form of friends, seniors and family.

They have guided me, encouraged me and comforted me throughout all the way.

All these, gave me strength to carry on.

To search for help to focus on the exam.

During the exams, I wasn't performing well. All sort of butterflies came into the stomach.

I'd vomited, diarrhea-ed, and headache-ed.

Prayers were all that i could do at that moment of time.

"For the reason I tell you, whatever you pray and ask for, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." - Mark 11:24

I am very grateful for this.

Faith, was what i prayed in front of St. Thomas's tomb. A very miraculous thing was,

i was touched by the holy spirit at the very spot. Amen!

You were never absent.

Thank you Jesus, Thank you Lord, and Thank you Holy Spirit.

For guiding your missing sheep back into Your kingdom. I <3 You.