Saturday, September 24, 2011

Grace.Mercy.Peace.


================My First Religious Post=================




CF tonight was great.
How great could i say?
It touched my soul.
and i felt the presence of The Holy Spirit.

The sharing of tonight was,
grace, mercy and peace.

Grace.
God's grace is free. It is something we were born with.
We were born sinners but yet,
God gave us grace.

Mercy.
God had said that,
"Forgive others. And I will forgive you."
Yes. It is hard to 'forgive and forget'.
But wouldn't it be better if you let go of something that's making you bad?
Life would become miserable if you hold on to the grudge.

Once Kimmy said about mercy and grace,
I felt a sudden wanting of crying.
because i felt it. The Holy Spirit.
Flashes of what had happened. It came on repeating in my mind.
To this, i have known.
It is time to forgive and let go.
No matter how tough it might be.
It has to be now.
It is a calling.

Peace.
Everyone can give you peace.
But only God's peace is eternal.
Peace, i might have to say.
I am deeply thanking God for his peace.
The peace given, I had experienced it every time when needed.

Before, there were times of crucial.
where people around me acting chaotic, emotionally insane and even irrational.
But there i was, standing there. With no sign of ripple.
And up till then, I thought i was cold-blooded or slow or what-so-ever!
I guess these were the conditions and hectic conditions where Peace takes over.

I thank the CF tonight. (of course, i will also give thanks in the future -lah!)
Thank you Kimmy, seniors and classmates.

I was pointed to lead a prayer.
And

OH EM GEE!!!

Upon all 10 years I've come to know God,
This was the first time i'd lead a prayer!! (AMEN!)
And. It was in ENGLISH. (omgomgomg)

Before it was my turn, I was already trying to figure what should I put into words.
And just 2 persons before me, the pounding of my heartbeat was so obvious.
I never had heard my heartbeat pounded so forcefully. (even if i come close to a guy or what, it never happened before!)

Ok. My turn.
what i'd practised in my brain emptied.
blank.

Well, not much choice i'd like to say.
and that was it. I leave everything to Him.
Eventually, everything has its first time.

Leading a prayer. It ensured me that,
God has everything planned. Go with it and you will discover something beyond.



Let me share my first bible verse that has beem embedded into my brain:
"For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world should be saved through him." - John 3:17


praise to you lord. amen.

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