control freak

got back from our club's farewell.
it was indeed unforgettable.
strange though my tear drops were the one who went rolling down while i'm not the one who's graduating. =p

well, during the sharing, it was all about positive things.
you can obviously see this coming by judging on the S3's personalities.
which ended up, so hard to make them cry. :S
hehe.

xiixeer said something about 樂團會帶給你很多東西。不過我只跟你們分享這些快樂的，把不開心的留給自己就好了。

hmmn, this sentences of words weren't strangers to me.
it made me kept thinking.

if someone was to said this to me in the past, i would totally agree.
why bother to let someone know that i was unhappy?
it would burden themselves more to listen to me mumble.

but looking back to the things i've been through,
(there was this moments in time when i was a control freak),
i'm relieved to say that this saying is not entirely true.

you can let people around you to know that you are unhappy.
but,
this cannot go long.
after telling this ONCE to ONE person,
what we ought to do next,
is to rescue ourselves from drowning in the valley.

we must find anyway to make ourselves happy.
do something to remind us that we are loved and happy.
you have to understand that,
life is meaningful and worth the challenges.