sunshine after the tears

her tears rained heavily in a sudden.
everyone was shocked.
oh gosh, how could this be?
gave her tissues.
if our form teacher havent came in,
i would rather just let herself cry everything out.

it's not good to let me kept the burdens, the sad memories with you.
especially you don't matter to him anymore.
i understand the heart twisting feeling.
it's a personal feeling.
a feeling of torture that you can't really word it out to anyone.

aiks.
what can be done?
tomorrow's your 17th birthday.
you said you are confused.
you're happy it's arriving in less than 24 hours.
but yet, you don't want it to come because it will just linger up the sad memories that you two had.

girl,
i know that we may not talk so much;
we may just have really know each other this year;
but hey, i do care about you.
after all, just like i said,
you're just like matahari.

i can see that,
you're giving yourself a chance to let yourself set free from him.
you know that you don't matter much to him now.
you know you're still dependent on him.
what can be done? you asked me.
i don't know. i really don't.

love truly aches deeply no matter how long it's been.
we are victims of broken hearts,
but where? where's the remedy for it?

你还真是个笨蛋。
哭完后，还一直问我们是否被吓到了。
我想说：傻瓜！当然是把我们吓到了啦！

hope that tomorrow, 03.10.09,
will be a nice memory,
without him, just us,
for you, matahari.