tiny updates.

*life as it is-
well, in these past few weeks, my life was like an empty shell.
the body is there, but where goes the soul?
yeah, i've been busy.
what the hell? it's not like this was the first time of being busy lah.
but that doesnt contribute to any of these.
i know that what i can do now is to find back the concentration.
the determination. the dignity.
but where?
where is it?

**being a president-
although it saves more physical energy.
but,
it consumes alot of mental energy.
my body has the spirit, but not my mind.
to think ahead, plan, and decide.
three simple steps.
but in which, i need time to find a mental-energy-saving plan.
as DavidOng says, the "code of honour" ?
haha i dunno whether it suits. but whatever. who cares? lols.

***personal-
i can not be selfish.
i have no right to say anything or do anything.
what has happened, had already happened.
i guess what i can do now is to adjust the effect it has on me.
i understand you'll leave when you leave.
and i'm not gonna do anything about it.
what has been made, had been made.
i choose to go with the flow.
so go!
go and run free!
get your new chapter in life, filled with colours!
you'll find something more valuable to cherish.

cheers to all those out there who lived the day as if it's the last! =)